This seems so stupid but i must vent somewhere, somehow. I am so unhappy,
for the last year all my dreams for a good happy marriage seems to just be
falling apart. Everytime i try to leave he makes me feel like i can't make
it with out him. we have 2 kids and i have almost never worked and he
knows how little experience i have. So i stay because i am scared and i
don't want to lose my kids because i can't afford to take care of them. 2
dfays after christmas i finally told him how sad and unhappy i was and
that i was ready to leave, then called my mother to ask her if i could
come home for a while with the kids and for some stupid reason i guess i
was expecting moral support but instead she says to me " Can't you just be
unhappy for a few more years?" my mouth about fell off my face i wanted to
die why would my own mother say something like that?! so here it is 6 days
after i told him i want to leave and yet i again am still here what do i
do? how do i get over this feeling of insecurity?

yes ron you are right about alot of things in my past. I'm looking for a
job as we speak, and have applied for options to help remove me from my
situation.

"No Spammmmm" <NOSPAM_MMMM@hotmail.com> wrote in message
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Your writing is fine; I understood what you were saying. Ignore people who put you down. Their posts tell more about them and their bitter disappointment than it says anything about you.

Or, maybe we're just commenting on the writing.