He does NOTHING for my health, nothing FOR me period.
all he does is ***** and nag and get drunk do cocaine & smoke pot, i hate it so much because hes my brother and i wish he'd ****ing die, he's using up all of my dads money on coke & he's over 1000 dollars in debt [my big brother]

whenever i have money & refuse to give it to him he'll throw something at me or hit me really hard, im 5'9" and i weigh 120 lbs, all i do is swim & play baseball so im not really the bulky type like he is, he used to play football & have a job now he's just a worthless bastard, i want him out of my house my dad does too but i dont want him on the streets. it seems like theres nothing i can do, im tired of these bruises, tired of crying, tired of this ****ing life.
i tried to kill a spider 20 minutes ago [im arachnaphobic] with a shoe, so i throw the shoe at it [it was a wolf spider - they jump around] and i miss, so the shoe bounces off the wall and knocks over his coke tray and he flips out on me..... i have a huge ****ing shoe imprint on my face now and im tired of this ****er, i wanna report him to the police so bad but its my BROTHER whom i've looked up to my whole life until 3 months ago.....

can anyone give me any tips of what to do.. i could really use it.. thanks.

He does NOTHING for my health, nothing FOR me period.
all he does is ***** and nag and get drunk do cocaine & smoke pot, i hate it so much because hes my brother and i wish he'd ****ing die, he's using up all of my dads money on coke & he's over 1000 dollars in debt [my big brother]

whenever i have money & refuse to give it to him he'll throw something at me or hit me really hard, im 5'9" and i weigh 120 lbs, all i do is swim & play baseball so im not really the bulky type like he is, he used to play football & have a job now he's just a worthless bastard, i want him out of my house my dad does too but i dont want him on the streets. it seems like theres nothing i can do, im tired of these bruises, tired of crying, tired of this ****ing life.
i tried to kill a spider 20 minutes ago [im arachnaphobic] with a shoe, so i throw the shoe at it [it was a wolf spider - they jump around] and i miss, so the shoe bounces off the wall and knocks over his coke tray and he flips out on me..... i have a huge ****ing shoe imprint on my face now and im tired of this ****er, i wanna report him to the police so bad but its my BROTHER whom i've looked up to my whole life until 3 months ago.....

can anyone give me any tips of what to do.. i could really use it.. thanks.
I don't care if it is a saint come down from on high to worship at your feet. Call the police. If he has drugs in the house, and you and your father know, but do nothing, you and your father can face drug charges, too. Every time he assaults you, call the police. Assault is a crime no matter the relation of the people involved. CALL THE COPS. He is not the brother you know. He is someone else, now. Drugs do that to a person.